söndag 28 december 2008

E.C.H.O.E.S.

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~~~~~~~~Emmanuella Choc H. Olettha Evermore Sissah~~~~~~~~
~~~~~Distant Echoes Over Yonder-Arrived In Our Lap At Last~~~~~
~
Mesopotamia--echoes in my soul, echoes back...planting flowers in the ruins
come little thing, under my wings, safe from everyone....except me....
when we eachother joy bring
white and black
opposites attract
two wild cats
emerge thru Sahara back to shimmering back
nude and prude
touch the reality we dreamt at last
shy and rude
exploding in full circle and kissing as we hear ourself laugh
your laughter is soothing and shows that you care and share
Distant Echoes Over Yonder-Arrived In Our Lap At Last
~
good people like us always gets hurt
end of motivation in an endless suffocation
while we're leaving our thumbprints on earth
our souls patterns encompasses and float
into eachother caressing
for evermore
Remembering Over Yonder Distant Echoes
ending in awaited life from the Past that lasts
together matching, two become one in a symbol of growth
and a sign of endless flow...
~19Aug99~
~Parz~

Be well,
LordParzifal

söndag 21 december 2008

Reflecting on My Curse

(svensk version)
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~~~~~Reflecting on My Curse~~~~~
I am the Yule-log put into the fire
that's the only christmas bath
that can cleanse and wash away desire
I stand in the middle of the burning pentagram
As soon as I reach for love my hands get burned
as soon as some being of joy nears me touching my glamour so does she
I see an old flame dancing repeating the circle again
I see the old games in this ceremony thriving to appear the same
Deep is these feelings of me
Deep I portray to be
I tear the wrappings of my gifts and they become ash and goes up in
smoke
I tear the floor..
...remembering a song: Ashes to Ashes...Dust to Dust
The Mother of All strong, Lillith, Earth's first Lust...
Dragons spouts fire of woe and regret and I fly back into the wall
Dragons spouts fire of joy and "well met" and after a day I begin to reflect
The curse lingers on...it lurks as it comes...
The curse never shows...in daylight never los...
Aye Lo! the Day has again come.
Alas! But where did it come from?
I sit down crestfallen once again
No love and too many friends
I stand up but my legs won't bear
My heart I tear and breast I bare
I see the pointy star and the 5 flames jumping
I have been hurt so far by everyone of them
The one with lack of sincerity
The three with lack of identity
The one with lack of coherency, consistency
Yes I am the christmas goat
The Goat of Mendes
I am the fallen angel
Lucifer - the morning star
shining so bright over Bethlehem
In this O so Silent Night
The Ruler of the Earth still rules........AVE SATANAS
I shall walk over to my dark cornertable - and only watch from now on...
~~
~~
*Deep I sit in silence...only the willow moves outside the window...
though it's been dead and cut down some time ago...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~X-mas97~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LordParzifal

Be well,
LordParzifal

torsdag 18 december 2008

Another Day - Another Sorrow

(svensk version)
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~~~~~Another Day - Another Sorrow~~~~~
*A lil' ol' X-mas ditty.
~~
So Jesus was born at summer
So the Demons fly hard tonight
So many die and are born this night
So Santa was a guy from Russia named Klaus
So the X put in X-mas stands for ten
So Jesus begins with a J that is the same
So 1 to 10 and then it begins again
10 is renewal in a hidden sense
Winter is renewal in our folktradition
Food from summer and the harvest
Gifts given being lucky to be alive
We lit the Chanukah candlestick of seven
and still say jews don't go to heaven
Enjoy the Christmas Spirit
and eachother's company.
The Goat of Christmas bids thee farewell
Yes, remember me? Dionysus, Bacchus,
Baphomet, the Harvester of Earth, Thor's two too
Blasphemy? Aah, the world's a tragedy,
Enjoy the food - the company
and never dwell on thoughts of the lies
just the Remedy!
The Angels sing in choir tonight...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~24Dec97~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LordParzifal

Be well,
LordParzifal

tisdag 16 december 2008

The Christmas Fairy (Tomten)

(svensk version)
~*~ The Christmas Fairy ~*~
*This is an old Christmas poem that is always
on our christmas-must bottles in the north like
the Santa on the CocaCola bottles with the first
verse on it and old wintry pictures of Santa.
Enjoy!

~*~
Midwinternight's cold is hard,
the stars glimmer and shine.
All asleep in lonely farm
deep during the hour of midnight.
The Moon travels it's silent path,
the snow shines white upon fir, pine and heart,
the snow shines white upon our roofs.
Only the Christmas Fairy wakes from the woods.
~*~
Standing there in grey at the barn's door,
grey against the white drift,
looking, as many winters before,
up towards the moon's disc,
looking to the forest, where pine and fir
draws around the farm it's shadowy girdle,
brooding, alas it seems of no avail,
over a peculiar riddle held in veils.
~*~
Brings his hand through beard and hair,
shakes his head and hood - - -
>>no, that riddle is too much to bear,
no, it can not be understood>> - - -
Chases, as he usually do, shortly
like searching thoughts away,
goes to arrange and peddle,
goes to attain but not to meddle.
~*~
Goes to provision-shed and tool-shed,
tries all locks on the doors - - -
the cows dream at the moon's lightspread
summerdreams inside the stalls;
oblivious of harness and whip and rein
Horsie in the stable too has a dream:
the crib, he leans over,
is filled with scenting clover; - - -
~*~
Goes to the fence for lamb and sheep,
sees, how they are asleep therein;
goes to the hens, where the cock's afeet
proud on his highest pin;
Rex upon kennel's straw is well,
awakes and slightly wags his tail,
Rex knows his fairy friend,
and that he is his best hairy friend.
~*~
*Santa's little helper runs to turn the next page
*Santa HO HO HO's and continues...
~*~
The Fairy finally lurks to see
the beloved gentry,
a long while, found had he
they hold his endeavours in glory;
children's chamber he then tip-toe
to see the sweet little ones he approach,
no-one must of that ill regard:
that is his greatest reward.
~*~
So he has seen them, father and son,
clean through many lines
slumber as children; but where from
do they come down through the skies?
Soon generation succeed to generation there,
bloomed, aged, went - - - but where?
The Riddle, that can not be
understood, then came back to me!
~*~
The Fairy wanders to the barn's loft:
there he has his home and hold
high up on the hay-loft in it's fragrance so soft,
near by the nest of the swallow;
now, alas, the swallow's dwelling lies empty,
but in the spring with leaf and flower she's likely
to come again to fill the void,
by the dear mate followed.
~*~
Then she always has much to twitter
about plenty a souvenir from the travels,
nothing however about the riddle,
that stirs in the fairy's marbles.
Through an opening in the barn's wall, down
on the old man's beard the moon it shines,
the streak it glimmers upon his beard,
the fairy he broods and it puzzles his head.
~*~
Quiet lies the woods and the whole country round,
life out there is frozen,
from the far and the stream's fall, sounds
alone the low silent rushing.
The Fairy listens and, half dreaming,
thinks he then hears time's streaming,
wonders, whereto it shall go,
wonders, where the fountain may flow.
~*~
Midwinternight's cold is hard,
the stars glimmer and shine.
All asleep in lonely farm
good until the first morninglight.
The Moon lowers it's silent path,
the snow shines white upon fir, pine and heart,
the snow shines white upon our roofs.
Only the Christmas Fairy wakes from the woods.
~*~
~*~*Written by Viktor Rydberg 1881.~*~
~*~Rendered by Lord Parzifal at Christmas Holidays 1996.~*~


Be well,
LordParzifal

torsdag 11 december 2008

Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star

(svensk version)
Once dedicated to
Sharon (aka Princess LoveStar).

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~~~~~Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star~~~~~
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Twinkle twinkle little star
all for love you know you are
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky
twinkle twinkle little star
all for love I know you are
~~
In that wave, that single moment when...
we stop trying so hard to please the other
or even worse, our friends, and just show that we care
for eachother and stop telling about ourselves
and just turn our minds to the feelings that are there
when any word will do that reach out
to show our understanding for that what we have is rare
~~
So...twinkle twinkle little star
I was walking in the dark......following your path...
now you follow me...princess from a dream
star fallen to the earth
like the gods once did in a distant scene
love shining from your birth
emanates from thy being, as it does from me
hits us both in a clash of passion
tonight the light we see
like the first nite with stormy clouds
ended in thunder and lightning
to just heighten the excitement
as in love's afterglow
and a beautiful aftermath
we rise above...
~~
Yes, twinkle twinkle little star
all for love you know you are
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky
twinkle twinkle little star
all for love I know you are
~~
yes leaning and holding onto you as time goes by
as you do me, filling the emptyness in the still of the night
you look up at a star, I look up at the same one too
our broken hearts cannot be placed in that cage...all the worlds our stage
yes life's too short to seek out bitterness
in doing so you create your own gloomy mess
the thornspread road of our longings while we caress
becomes petals from the flowers of joy into completeness.
~~
Soulmate? your life lies like a mystery before me...
you are true
to Life, to Love, to Light
blonde vixen you...
why is that so hard for the most to grasp, we are so few
fivefold I gave to others and pain I got in return
even seemed to be understanding but in action showed nothing had learned
their played innocence since long been taken as I discovered burned
you're the first to have turned the tables
don't even feel the need to open my mouth
no lesson you need to learn
if I do stand crestfallen,
it is from being amazed from such a positive turn
catwoman purring softly in my lap
I never get before I give, receive before I please and seldom even then
so hear these words...
~~
~ Love ~
~~
Now we say it halfheartedly and it's full of both pity and joy
based on the friendship we share blooming beyond control
later we'll say it both full of experience and soon of smiles and sorrow,
closer we are both, we entwine and wrap eachothers arms around eachothers hearts.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~8-9Mar99~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LordParzifal

*Last 4 lines are also Part V of Winter Short Poems.

Be well,
LordParzifal

onsdag 10 december 2008

Breathless Light

(svensk version)
~Breathless Light~

Breathless light
in the deep of the night
leaves you in fright
at first sight
~
flashing skies
in the depth of thunder's rays
below it life of man lies
another time saved
~
Breathless night
in awe upon it gaze
surrender to it's might
the light in the dark's haze
~
energy fills the air
above where once your frightened stare
met the cracking of the first flare
below you think you lie but you're still standing there
~
surrounded by...
Breathless light
encompassed by...
Breathless night
surrendering to your...
Breathless fright
engulfed you're given it's...
Breathless might
sharing the Breathless light.
~
~LordParzifal~ 20Jul99

Be well,
LordParzifal

tisdag 9 december 2008

Torn Between Two Horses

(svensk version)
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~~~~~Torn Between Two Horses~~~~~
~~
Torn between two strong horses
one that always been faithful to me
and one that makes my heart bleed
~~
Torn in the middle of struggling beasts
lying awaiting listening for a sound
to get suddenly bored raise up and run
~~
Torn in my heart in my soul in my mind
to grant the roman emperor a feast
of my carnal carnival and spirited spirits
~~
Torn like Bacchus of Dionysus female followers grace found
they were not in it for love - but for fun
the one that played with them lost when he thought he won
~~
Torn between the Two Horses that beside me stand
they did not run tearing me apart
only with one stare of their shining golden silvery deep eye they broke my heart
slowly nuzzling into the dead mans hands
they won without effort - beside them in chains but alive still I stand
with a shadowsoul I'm off to the Promised Land.
~~~~~~~~~~~13Aug98~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LordParzifal

Be well,
LordParzifal

onsdag 3 december 2008

I am Seeking the Arts for Inspiration

(svensk version)
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~~~~~I am Seeking the Arts for Inspiration~~~~~
~~
I am seeking the Arts for inspiration
when love runs cold like a winter lake
purification purgatory when lake spring floods again
~~
Dancing in the glade
hidden old rhymes in a new song
~~
The Tree of Misunderstanding grows
dont let it, stand by seeing it branching out
create the Tree of Life
and not sadness by destructive words
~~
Even in same room You force me to not face you, I cannot see your firy angry eyes
Tears on my pillow...swept away by memories of our first meeting
our picnic under the castle willow...wish it was you and your hand...
so I seek reassurance of joy in the Arts of the old and yet not born
til trust and love flows yet again...
~~
Too much of everything...I'm just Heavy
Too much of Nothing....too much of everything
Too much of Death - too much of Life
Too much of emptiness....too much of nothingness
too much of completeness...too much of fullfillment.
~~
I got my emotions in a safe...I only got a key to..not you
the numbness spread like a disease
you need to balance it with the other...the good
instead of this raging and raving like not even the bad you suffer would
I am seeking your Heart for dedication
when the well of our souls frosty....we await...
purification purgatory when lake spring floods again.
~~~~~~~~~~16Oct98~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LordParzifal

tisdag 2 december 2008

Winter Short Poems

(svensk version)
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~~~~~~~~~~Winter Short Poems~~~~~~~~~~

~ The Cave ~
Having a cold drink
can feel it dripping into my empty soul
like an ancient cave I saw long ago
water slowly falling
from the stalactites high above

~ Scapegoats ~
I'm outta your game
find a new player to maim
a perfectly sane
then try and drive him insane
lie and call a strong Individual lame
find your little Scapegoat to blame
call him all your imaginations nasty names
and don't care that he cared...things will fall out the same
you double the pain!!!
Here's one animal you'll never be able to tame
Yeah, go ahead & fuck up your lives again!
live it in vain.....

~ The Mirror ~
I am the Mirror
if you don't like what you see
then don't come around bothering me
a reflection of your soul I am
you cast me out cause your result you damn
did not appreciate the image
the vision you saw within the frames
of the Mirror that I am.
~~
I return joy with joy
anger with anger
If you're afraid of fire
you shouldn't feed the fury within...to taste the danger
where love tries to shine
the flames burning higher
to consume you of joy or woe
one smiling eye that glares into me is my Pride's Shrine.
I'm like a crystal clear lake at autumn before winter's cold
poison it and you suffocate on your own actions...Behold!
pollute it and expect reactions of things I foretold
now watch it unfold...
~~
I am the Mirror, please come to me
pure of heart and innocent smile
smile into me and on the world laughter will shine
you been mistreated like me, redeemed you'll be
go create with your time...leave the destroyers behind
then come back and sit in my lap
...come creep into the warm arms of mine.

~ Adieu ~
I also had a longing vision for the one and my dreamwoman
and I let you fill that dream.
You detest what I love
all what makes life sweet and not sour.

~ Love ~
Now we say it halfheartedly and it's full of both pity and joy
based on the friendship we share blooming beyond control
later we'll say it both full of experience and soon of smiles and sorrow,
closer we are both, we entwine and wrap eachother's arms around eachother's hearts.
~~~~~~~~~~31Dec98-12Jan99~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LordParzifal

Be well,
LordParzifal